so back home…after the journey from hell..c&c… hope the girlie was ok when you got back..was worried about her as i knew she would miss loulou…they had BIG fun… :agree:
and now the shite starts…was evident from when i got in that samtoo had gone down hill real fast…and yep ..he a git but he our git and we love him..there are days when i don’t like him but …we do what we do and we take these boy’s on and we give them the best last days of their lives be it 3 days 3 months or 3 years…it what we do…at the moment Mo is saying ‘I cannot do anymore’ heyho we will see …..afterall if we don’t who will…..but more importantly to me anyhow at this time…he is Mo’s git..and it been a coming and she been in her usual denial process…but i was greeted with ‘it time…he has told me…’
so tomorrow…as long as the bestest vet ever is on duty i will take him because this pts is going to be a nightmare and i dont want my Mo exposed to what i know what a pts at it’s worse can be like ..and if Hugh isnt then it will be when he next available…I or we depending on Mo’s strength …but i would rather go alone…will take him to the bridge… no other vet is going to do this, he may be a git but he has given us these years and…well it is what we do….
so…thoughts and prayers for my Mo..she tolerates me and what i do and what i bring home…she then loves and gives more than anyone i have ever known…she take’s my crap, other’s crap, copes with long absences from me, always has a hot meal waiting when i get back and a cuddle when life is shite and also copes with her own emotions and pain when the going get tough for her….i could not do what i do if she wasnt there….so a prayer for them both eh? thanks folk…you a good crowd x
might not be on tomorrow..be good :-*
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